【penang】

I have move back to Penang. I really don't wanted to live in penang actually. After 5 years of staying, I fall in love with KL, I have all my friends there, my freedom there, my churchmates there. I can find a job and work there, but my parents wanted me to back to hometown to accompany them.

I refuse for quite many times, but at alst I agree. I know they have been work so hard for so many years just to raise me up and they had spend so much money on me. What they want is just me to be by their side at all times. Daddy has retired, I know his life is bored at home everyday. Without me in Penang, his life is even more boring. I know they are old, so manybe I should really back to accompany them. If that's the way that can make them happier, so why not.

But I know I am not happy, all the while I don't love to back Penang, Penang will only makes me feel sad. i have been studying 4 years for a subject that I don't love but just because of they want me to study, and now, I will just follow their way agin. If by following their way, make them happy, then I'll just follow.

When the moment i decided to back to penang, I am emo every night, I could even cried when I know that I am gona be far away from all my KL friends and my churchmates. But i know I have to overcome it.

As what i told Daniel, i will work very very hard in Penang to earn more money, so that I can fly to KL more often to meet with them.

The night before I back Pg, i received a few text that my friends offer to fetch me to the airport, but I have promise my churchmates to let them send me to the airport. I really feel so touched. I wanted to give my last time in KL to my churchmates, and i really thanks the 8 of them waking up so early and send me off. I will not forget the last prayer before i step into the departure hall. Thanks for it. =)