【start】

after a few weeks time of arguement, finally my parents let me to work the job that i want. Honestly, i'm really so surprise for what they had decided, and one of their sentences do really touched me. Is a sentence that i'm been waiting the hear for more than 10 years.

but, good things won't last long. It only last for a day. Mom became so good but dad remain the same. Everyday after from work i have to keep on telling him the same things, i'm really so fedup with all this.

【下雨了】

早上醒來陪家人去晨跑

突然下大雨

在大雨中奔跑的感覺是多么的棒

看著樹葉一直一直的被風吹下來

再看著雨從小慢慢的變大

一面跑一面感受這一切

可是雨實在太大了

只好躲在植物公園里避雨

等到一切靜下來了 才發現自己沒有好好看過這地方

是用心去看 用心去感受 感受這大自然

爸爸堅持一個人去淋雨

然後把車駕到門口

可是我卻很堅持不讓他一個人去

到最後 我堅持跟他去了

我接受不了自己看著他的背影在雨中里

可是就是這樣 我就是明白做爸爸的偉大

 被他溺愛著

已經是很幸福了

【penang】

I have move back to Penang. I really don't wanted to live in penang actually. After 5 years of staying, I fall in love with KL, I have all my friends there, my freedom there, my churchmates there. I can find a job and work there, but my parents wanted me to back to hometown to accompany them.

I refuse for quite many times, but at alst I agree. I know they have been work so hard for so many years just to raise me up and they had spend so much money on me. What they want is just me to be by their side at all times. Daddy has retired, I know his life is bored at home everyday. Without me in Penang, his life is even more boring. I know they are old, so manybe I should really back to accompany them. If that's the way that can make them happier, so why not.

But I know I am not happy, all the while I don't love to back Penang, Penang will only makes me feel sad. i have been studying 4 years for a subject that I don't love but just because of they want me to study, and now, I will just follow their way agin. If by following their way, make them happy, then I'll just follow.

When the moment i decided to back to penang, I am emo every night, I could even cried when I know that I am gona be far away from all my KL friends and my churchmates. But i know I have to overcome it.

As what i told Daniel, i will work very very hard in Penang to earn more money, so that I can fly to KL more often to meet with them.

The night before I back Pg, i received a few text that my friends offer to fetch me to the airport, but I have promise my churchmates to let them send me to the airport. I really feel so touched. I wanted to give my last time in KL to my churchmates, and i really thanks the 8 of them waking up so early and send me off. I will not forget the last prayer before i step into the departure hall. Thanks for it. =)